Petite Poetry

Crying Shame

Tears fall silently

The world closes in

I’ve been away for so long

It had to come sometime

Did I really hurt you so bad

Is it all my fault

I don’t remember doing anything

But you wouldn’t lie to me

Right?

I love you daddy

Do you still love me

I never meant to make you mad

Disappointed

I tried to make you happy

But I guess I’m not good enough

Will I ever be?

Daddy, I still love you.

I’m really scared right now

Would you hold me, please

I need to feel safe

I need to feel loved

Was it my fault you are so tired?

Did I do it

I’m sorry if I did

You would tell me

Right?

I love you so much

I just want you to love me too

Is there any way I can make it better

Help

I try to make you happy

Can I ever be good enough

Will you ever see me

I still love you.

Today I finally smiled

I let go of the expectations

I feel right again

I feel loved again

Were you scared

Were you sad

Don’t worry

You’ll see me again

Promise.

I’ll always love you

Always, don’t worry

I’m sorry I could never make you happy

But it’s okay now

I’m finally where I belong.

Don’t worry, I’ll see you again.

One day.

One day to eternity.

April 20, 2007